One of the absolute creepiest things about the corporate media monolith created in the wake of deregulation is the way they have completely and seemingly irreparably poisoned the word feminism in the minds of the hoi polloi. Same shit they did with socialism and don’t even get me started on “entitlements”. Crap’s beyond infuriating, but what they’ve done to feminism is even more wretch inducing when you get down to it. I honestly had no idea how horrible this was until last week when I decided to peruse some comments sections on the topic. Bad idea.
Okay, so I suppose I probably knew it had gotten this sordid and simply avoided it like I do most things about depressing stuff. I can only handle so much of other people’s bitter realities, but the most mind-blowing and heinous aspect to the whole psychic bamboozle behind the anti-feminism crusade involves how they’ve turned so many young women off of the concept entirely. I could not fucking believe a few years back when it came to my attention that all the little hotties in my office shunned the word. What the fuck? There’s a reason I don’t associate with these people the second I clock out, but here’s the kicker: There was one girl among the group, seemingly an incredibly intelligent young woman who had even gone to the Middle East for the purpose of educating and empowering women while in college. When asked, this is what she wanted to pursue in life (although I know through the wonders of Facebook (friend me) that’s she’s not actually doing this). Guess what? When pressed, she didn’t consider herself a feminist because she associated that with “not being pretty”. Rush Limbaugh’s pilled out fear mongering lunacy was way more effective than I ever realized, god help us all.
Maybe I’m nuts but I always thought feminism meant, you know, women’s rights? Acknowledging the fact that women can do most things just as well if not better than men and maybe shouldn’t be treated like second class citizens. I guess I feel this way because I’m not completely retarded. Fuck, I think they’re more than a bit smarter than men in a lot of ways, which is sort of the point to this article. I mean, I’m a man so I absolutely know exactly how dumb we are. How the hell did feminism suddenly equate to fringe radical lesbian stuff in the minds of most creeps? I blame media de-regulation and rich assholes. I think these two factors can be directly attributed to a lot of society’s ills when you get right down to brass tacks though, so take that as you may.
But before we get into the whole mystical angle, let me just say a few things on the topic of sex relations. Truthfully, from time to time I read feminist pieces by women that make me cringe a bit as a man, and it’s mainly because the authors have exactly zero understanding or empathy for male psychology. On that note, let me further say that the majority of men I know make zero attempt to understand female psychology as well, so it’s hard to point fingers. We’re all a bunch of primitive monkeys, but because our culture is such a hyper-misogynist head fuck and has been since as long as we can remember, a lot of times women tend to forget that it can suck just as bad to have a penis. Men are exactly as big of assholes to other men as they are to women. Is it better to be a slave or a sex slave? A soldier or the wife who stays at home hoping the father of her child won’t get his balls blown off and she’ll have to cheat on him?
God, there is nothing about war that isn’t depressing unless you’re completely detached from the whole thing and looking at skyrocketing numbers on a spreadsheet. That’s sort of what you have to acknowledge as an overly masculine guy such as myself. Violence is sort of our thing. It’s an unchecked outgrowth of pure testosterone overload. Sure, you can focus on the fact that sometimes, every now and then, women sexually assault men and other women. What’s that, like 4 percent of all sexual assaults? How about murder, and I mean not just small town murders, but on the grand scale, throughout history? How many women have lead us into war for no reason (other than Margaret Thatcher)? Shit’s gotta be like 90% guys, optimistically? It’s the competitive hunter instinct embedded in us dudes run amok. It’s also the reason I watch basketball and porn like a crackhead, but I’ve got news for you, it has gotten way the fuck out of hand. Seeing as nearly every one I know does way too many drugs (and yes I consider alcohol a drug) or has some other damaging means of dealing with the horror wrought by their fucked up childhoods, I’d say maybe, just maybe, we’ve lost touch with the maternal nurturer in us. No one ever calls it father nature if you dig what I’m saying, but Mother Nature seems pissed.
Here’s where it gets odd. This isn’t material where I just said, hey, I’m going to write and focus my spiritual energies on understanding my creative feminine essence. Okay, wait, I did. My first book was actually a spell designed to do exactly that, among other things. You know what’s odd, when thinking about it in retrospect, I have zero conscious explanation to why I was pursuing this, but it sure as hell worked. The third mind was playing me like a puppet and it wasn’t until years later when I started a divine conversation with my holy guardian angel (friend me on Facebook) that it was explained in far greater detail. Let me break it down. There was a previous civilization predating us based on a more feminine shamanic science. Our era’s purpose was to develop a masculine domination of the material realm. Now the two sides, the Yin and the Yang, Chaos and Order, Structure and Anti-Structure, are going to combine to form something quite deliciously new and extravagant. That’s where we’re headed, and if you weren’t following closely enough, that means towards a more balanced feminine culture. These things take long periods of time to say the least.
But wait, that’s crazy? Yeah, when you hear voices in your head you’d tend to think that wouldn’t you? The problem comes when what they’re saying makes perfect sense.
Are Women Psychically Superior to Men?
Sort of what I’ve been shown repeatedly and not something I’d ever considered consciously, but here’s where I blow your mind. Through the wonders of neuroscience, we now know that women essentially think with both the right and left sides of their brain linguistically, while men predominantly only use their left. Wow, and in my estimation, our society is also quite left brain materialist dominated now, isn’t it? We sure love to pay our artists. That couldn’t be part the problem, could it? No way.
You see, that’s the thing with the Occult. It’s crazy for sure, in that self inflicted schizo sort of way, but when the intel checks out and it’s happening because you’re replicating experiments you’ve read about in books, then it gets a bit harder to run from and believe me I’ve tried. So I guess what I’m saying is that if I were to say, study psychic phenomenon, I’d probably take the fact that women might be way better at it inherently into consideration right from the jump. Worth testing. In fact, in the one remote viewing experiment I’ve conducted in my life, the guys did eerily well but the girl cut to the very fiber of my essence and made me cry. In a culture that suffers from a fundamental lack of empathy, I can’t think of a more important means of scientific exploration. Seems to be what a lot of Ayahuasca trips are telling dudes in no uncertain terms as well, I’m just getting it through different channels, and the further in you go the bigger it gets.
When you apply the as above, so below concept to the scenario, you’re then faced with the idea that this division of powers is reflected even in our genitalia, with women’s facing inward and men the inverse. Men are stimulated predominantly visually while women get off more through introspection. Guys might excel at lifting heavy things, playing guitar, and kicking ass, but maybe, just maybe, there’s more to life than that (I’m pretty sure there’s also tits). Only in a society that values materialism can the paternal dominate—can men be viewed as superior and treated as elites. We live in bizarro world, but things are gonna start shifting back around fellas, I’m just trying to tell you which way the wind is blowing.
On that note, on the night before I read through Pam Grossman’s interview responses to my questions, I was about to play video games but instead decided quite intuitively to finally take down the final 20% of the Abraxas Occult Journal that she’s now editing. Quite astonishingly, I’d left off right in the middle of an article about Peter Redgrave, where these concepts were discussed at length and stumbled across this fun tidbit:
“Ultimately, men are just jealous since “women are by nature the strongest dreamers”. A basic premise of sex magic is that the creative act, if denied a product on one plane (i.e. a baby), will have to produce something on another. Women, by their nature and through their capacity for dreaming, are superior to men in this form of creativity. Men know this at some level and, knowing where the real power lies, try to steal it.”
See, I didn’t come up with this idea. Hilariously, the next day when I read Pam’s responses, it turned out she wasn’t sold on this avenue of thought at all (you should really read that interview because it’s pretty great). The psychic supremacy of women is not something I ever see discussed, anywhere really, but there certainly is a history of hunting witches. I’ll also say that people like Terrence McKenna and Whitley Strieber (and me, and others) talk a lot about encounters with insectile feminine gods (suck it reptiles). Terrence and Dennis referenced a praying mantis totem specifically, Whitley a spider. Y’all know how their sexuality works right? Are we destined to be devoured? I’m fairly certain we could live off the waste created by our current consumerist era forever and ever if we put our minds to it. See, this is the sort of feminism we need. Screw all that, we can be just as obnoxious, violent, and emotionally crippled as men crap that Hollywood sells you. You can’t be “just as good as men”, you can be better. Keep exploring the “women are psychically superior to dudes in most cases as some Occult weirdo I read on the internet was shown” angle? Does it check out? Who knows, that’d be up to people way more left brained than me to decipher in any sort of macro way. I’m not great at all that hyper-rational science stuff. I’m far too busy worshiping pussy.